सत्य का भ्रम

उस अर्धनग्न सत्य की कुरूपता
मिथ्या की सबलता, सुन्दरता
अनकही बातो की पूर्णता और गालियों की मधुरता
क्यों सिमित हो गयी इतनी सांसारिक भाषा की परिभाषा
अंतर्ज्ञान इतना छोटा हो गया, बची है बस माया की अभिलाषा

शब्द अब भारहीन है, जेब हो गयी है भारी
अधिकारों की लड़ाई में कर्त्तव्य बस कुछ का है आभारी
तर्क की क्षुब्द , क्षीण शक्ति... वर्चस्व है असहज प्रवृतियों का
मानस पटल की संकुचित धुरी, व्यापकता है असंगत अभिव्यकित्यों का

रिश्तो की डोर झुकी जा रही है अपेक्षाओं के बोझ पे
कामुकता के आईने से निकली छवि आच्छादित है सबके सोच पे
सर्वव्यापी अब बस चार दीवारों में व्याप्त रह गया, भक्ति बस शक्ति में
धर्म एक नया व्यापर बन गया,  है श्रद्धा समर्पित बस तृप्ति में

क्या आधुनिकता का भ्रम पहचान और संस्कृति की विकृति नहीं?
क्या इस रौशनी की चाह के  पथ पर आखिरी पग अंधकारमय नहीं?
मानवता अपने अस्तित्व की लड़ाई खुद से ही हारती जा रही है
इस सुस्व्पन की चिरकालीन निद्रा से मृत्युरूपी जीवन जागता जा रहा है.

Life is greener on the other side

Two eyes looked at the sky
It was endless, it was dry
It was difficult for him to look up, but he did try
Few drops of rain touched the barren soil
It wasn’t rain it was his cry.

He bent on his knees and touched his shadow
It was dark, it was hollow
He was drowning deep in misery, hope was shallow
He had fear for those who were to follow.

He closed his eyes, tried to lift himself up
Burden was heavy on his shoulders, he had to give up
He talked to himself and said”now I am fed up”
He lost his faith, he felt disgusting for looking up.

He wanted to live, he wanted to be free.
He felt his childhood when he touched the tree.
He hanged the rope leaving behind the worry of three
He said his last lines and wished for the end of this spree.

“Life is a supper, death is a feast.
You might be a god, but I am an atheist.”

Highway of Lust

It was a memorable night, a night of delight

Few bottles of wine, and a pleasurable fright

Music was floating in the air, meandering the smoke

Cool breeze was teasing fire with an intention to provoke

Then, a divine figure came out of dark

A sudden fire with no spark

She sang a song and offered me to dance

I fell into her eyes to an exotic romance

It was like a dream, a dream like never before

There were singing, dancing and a sea shore.

Time moved slowly, so did I

I was flying over the smoke, higher than the high

She held my hands and pulled me out of dream

Was she real or I was asleep.

We walked down the beach, we had a common smile

I kissed on her eyes, she was my prime

Some dreams were woven, those all were mine

I held her in my arms, gave her a golden ring

She swore to be with me in autumn or spring

Then, she asked my name, I said “Mr. Garry”

She shook her head and said” I am really sorry”

You don’t love me because Garry is your name.

I wanted a diamond ring and some more fame.

I pleaded her not to leave,

I was ready to change my name and the ring

She smiled and said “don’t you get it, it’s neither autumn nor spring”

All music had gone then, so had my wing

I was lying on mud then, I was no longer a king.

Some name it love, some say it trust

It’s nothing but a highway of lust.

Broken Dream

Every heart weaves a dream,  so did mine
I put some chocolate in it I put some wine
I kept flowing in it, the feeling was sublime
I was emperor of that world, it was my regime

Suddenly A strong wind came, everything got shaken
The very charm of it and the fragrance was taken
It stole something from it what I couldn’t reckon
I found my sleep in ruins but it was broken

Then I walked on a lonely path gazing the sky
No stars were there and moon had become shy
I had lost my wings that had made me fly
It was raining inside but I did not cry

I had to rebuild my world I had to make it alive
I sow a seed again, I was ready to strive
My strong will paid me off, it started to thrive
Then I closed my eyes and again took a dive.

WHO AM I ?

Who am I?
I am the devil inside you.
Draker than the darkest, Bigger than infinity
I am a black hole. I swollow everythind and spred darkness.
No one can find my existance.
I am in you,he,she and everyone.
I am immortal.
I make people a lost soul who forget thier own face and always look at other fault.
I make you non-existant.
I govern you,I take your decision.
I make you what you are now,a devil with humanistic outfit.
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Can you kill me.
Can you find you existance.
Can you become human.
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Kil me.
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Kill the devil inside you.
Be yourself. Be human.

Monsoon Rain

I tried to unwind myself

But, I was lost in thoughts of my unpleasant dreams

Lying aimlessly for what I know

Was a never ending vow

Burden of past was drowning me deep into the wilderness

For all I had was ever gone

All sweet melodies and disheartening songs

Echoes of all the unheard voice,

Faintly getting through to my surprise

Memory of light is melting me in this constant dark.

I breathe uneasy, I fear of gloomy spark.

I feel the agony, I feel the pain,

I am standing alone in the monsoon rain.

Mirror of my soul took me to a ride

It wasn’t pleasant, but had no place to hide

It made me walk through my future path,

I found nothing,

But Clouds of burning desire and frozen sea of hopes

Depressing silence is screaming in my vein

Dust of time is worsening my pain

Never ending wait for destiny is getting circular

My lost feet keep pushing me for that endless path

My life is swirling and swirling to a void

I know how to swim but I don’t wanna try.

I feel the agony, I feel the pain,

I am standing alone in the monsoon rain.